Today I had a meltdown, God. It didn’t last long, but it was real. Through it, I was reminded that You are real too. I want to thank You for my meltdown and for the things You showed me through it. Thank You that You’re always here. Thank You that I can always cry out … Continue reading Thank You for My Meltdown
Category: Inner Healing Prayer
Dog Fear … Gone!
When I got home tonight, I discovered I’m no longer afraid of the dogs. I rent a beautiful apartment on the property of a wonderful family. They have three dogs. One is very docile and always greets me with a friendly tail wag when I arrive. He never seems to bark. The other two always … Continue reading Dog Fear … Gone!
Holding onto Peace
I felt so tired tonight and I asked God why. Why should I be this tired on a Monday? He gently reminded me of my meltdown this morning. He’s told me that a lot lately. I lack energy for no apparent reason. I’m healthy. I’m resting. I’ve resumed my spiritual disciplines. I’m taking regular sabbatical … Continue reading Holding onto Peace
My Heart Turns Violently
I'm starting my 3rd year as a prayer ministry intern. What is prayer ministry? More about that later. My goal for this 3rd year is for God to stretch me. That's where the title of this blog post comes in. "My heart turns violently" means two things to me. One, it's from one of my favorite … Continue reading My Heart Turns Violently
Fear Is out the Door
It's been 4 1/2 years since I asked God to deliver me of fear. He has been faithful and thorough! Early on, He freed me of many big fears. Since then, He's been fine tuning to free me of smaller ones. I always know He's about to pull another fear string out of my heart … Continue reading Fear Is out the Door
What’s My Choice?
There are two ways to learn. The first way is to run every scenario inside your head and look for every possible outcome before you take a breath ... and find that you never truly live. The second way is to learn by taking one step at a time and getting correction as you go. … Continue reading What’s My Choice?
Words of Truth and Life Withheld
Over the past few days, God has led me into situations where I needed to speak the truth in love as an encouragement. Every time, I was terrified at the potential response. Would my words be misconstrued? Would they hurt rather than encourage? Why did this matter to me? Several reasons. God made me to … Continue reading Words of Truth and Life Withheld
God Knows How to Stretch Us
I have a friend that, one of the many things I admire about her is the ability to walk up to a total stranger and start a conversation. I don't have that ability. I've asked God for that ability. I'm terrified of what He'll do as He answers that prayer! However, my experience has been … Continue reading God Knows How to Stretch Us
Terrified of Teens No More
I've mentioned how God delivered me from fear, starting with the bigger things, and now working on the smaller things that are just as hindering and tenacious. If you know what it's like to live with fear, you might wonder: Can God really set us free? Oh, yes! I can attest to that, and so … Continue reading Terrified of Teens No More
9/11 Healing (Lenten Day Apart)
On March 17, 2012 I gave a talk at Homer United Methodist Church in Homer, Georgia for the "Lenten Day Apart" celebrated by United Methodist Women in the Gainesville District. I was asked to share specifically about my 9/11 healing, and to work with the Scripture theme of the event: Isaiah 43:18-19. Following is my draft from which … Continue reading 9/11 Healing (Lenten Day Apart)
Adventures with God 